31.1.10

Looks like a no go...

So, I haven't heard back from the audition people. Looks like I'm not going to be a staaaaah!

And you know what?

I'm so at peace with that! I'm totally okay with not being chosen!

And the weird thing is that, unlike how I used to be, I'm *NOT JUST SAYING THIS*!!

I went and did something that scared me. I think I did a good job!! There were other super talented women auditioning - people with a lot more experience, and who are better at this. I'm okay with not being chosen.

This is such a wonderful feeling, being OKAY with not being the best! Not being the one that was on top!

And now, I'm going to go and make ginger cookies, because they are delicious. :-D

1 comment:

cdblueberry said...

You are a star in my books, daahhling

*kiss kiss*