19.3.10

Ugh...

355.6 lbs

*sigh*

18.3.10

So MAD at myself!


~rant~
I'm so MAD at myself for letting myself slide so long! How much weight could I have lost in 3 months, huh?

Why did I forget that hunger isn't an emergency?! I'm allowed to feel hungry! I'm allowed to let myself feel that, and wait.

I will GET UNDER 300 LBS! I'm not going to kill myself like this!

~/rant~

3.3.10

1 day on plan

Well, I made it through yesterday, tracking everything! I was actually under my daily points by 3.5, but I figure that I've been over enough lately that I didn't need to push too hard.

AND I'm tracking today too... I've already put in my meals, and have 13 points besides that!

One note of sadness, though... When I lived in the lower mainland, I LOVED Red Robin... I'm signed up for their "Birthday Burger" program. 1 week before your birthday, they send you a coupon for a free burger... Today, I got the coupon.

I miss Red Robin, darnit!

2.3.10

Back on Plan... Kind of

Well, I had the best of intentions for yesterday, and we know what that means...

I stopped tracking at about 3pm. *facepalm*

But, I'm trying again today. I'm feeling a lot better, emotionally and physically today, so I'm hoping that'll lead to better outcomes.